I started down the route of chastity as a way to stop wanking it so much. I was a chronic masturbater. One day I saw the NoFap challenge - don't fap for 100 days and see the benefits that abstinence brings (more energy, productivity, motivation, self-control ect). The benefits were supposedly mediated by the higher levels of testosterone a male gets when he abstains (which hasn't been conclusively proven).
I lasted 3 days. Multiple attempts later, I couldn't last longer. It was a bit shameful, to have so little self-control...
I saw a posting somewhere about putting your cock in a cage to stop erections. It looked intimidating, but I was interested. Got a cheap knock-off Curve from Hong Kong, and that was the start of my journey through chastity.
I'm a switch, but definitely on the sub side (thought the dom side can strike with a vengeance). The idea of a man controlling my cock is very appealing to me. I've only started my journey into the world of D/s but I hope to learn a lot more in the future.
With a keyholder controlling me, I lasted through runs of 7 and 9 days. Currently I have 12 days done - something I'm very proud about!
It's difficult, I'm aching for an orgasm right now - if my keyholder allows me one soon, I intend to document each day in chastity, and see if there's any change in behaviour resulting from no orgasms. Hope this goes well!
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