Energy: Not even ritalin is helping
Mood: "Apathy is a sort of living oblivion."
Arousal: Non existent
"Back in [HOMETOWN], god I hate it here. Being locked and shaved is like being a kid again - it's pleasant and fun, you feel safe and innocent. Being here is like being a teen again - it's angsty and distressing. It reminds you of all those awkward uncomfortable years you spent learning how to not be a kid. I didn't even have a hard time as a teen, but fuck me I wouldn't choose to live through it again...
"Saw [OLD DOCTOR] again, that was actually fun. He didn't give me a prescription so much as a small pharmacy. I forgot how handy that was; I could just go to him and make a rational case for something, and if I made a good argument for it he'd happily give it to me. My current doc doesn't do that, but he does care a lot about my health. It's like the difference between your brother in law and your dad."
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